My Hypothesis: Dual nature of Energy and unique gradient composition of mass and energy

According to me light/photons has (in general) no mass as it doesn't become infinitely heavy as photons travels with speed of light, which could result in infinite moving mass, but that's not the case. But contrary to this we are also aware of the fact that light/photons are affected by gravitational waves. 

So we could think about a kind of fine balance between two forms of energy. Like according to Einstein every particle, which has mass will have some energy by the virtue of its mass.  So I think if a light is moving it won't manifest any mass as it tries to completely dissociated in form of energy. But as soon as the light travels infinitely long distances some part of light/photon particles gets collapsed one inside the other , which in turn would convert massless energy into some sort of negligible mass and this mass would inurn would be attracted by gravitational force leading to slight deviation in trajectory of light.

This fine moment of light which is formed by a mix of completely dissociated energy nd collapsed energy(extremely negligible mass= near to absolute zero) and has light travel infinitely long distance it would then start to compress/ collapse more frequently and intensively leading to some sort of negligible mass formation (mass slightly greater than zero= measured/detected with fine instruments or observations).

So I would like to conclude that my hypothesis of dual nature of energy is all about fine increasing gradient of collapsing energy leading to mass generation/formation at infinitely large distances.

So when light is at relatively near to origin it would be generally composed of completely dissociated energy due to which it is mass less but when it travels very large distance (relative to universe) it would start showing different properties which includes mass leading to influence of gravity on trajectory of light.

My Hypothetical explanation is a thought experiment and would love to collaborate with research institutions to find out different proofs , quantitative and qualitative aspects of this theory.

I would try to upload different graphics/drawings for better explanation of my idea.